subtlewhisper

It seems I get so hung up on The history of what's gone wrong And the hope of a new day Is sometimes hard to see And though I'm finally catching onto it And now the past is just a conduit And the light there at the end is Where I'll be

I got a drawing tablet now, for a while, now someone give me skills so I can upload something. :c For my friends and  everyone else who cares or not, I'm an epic (not) model now. Go watch: Zemni (https://www.deviantart.com/zemni) Zemni (https://www.deviantart.com/zemni) Zemni (https://www.deviantart.com/zemni) Zemni (https://www.deviantart.com/zemni) Zemni (https://www.deviantart.com/zemni) Zemni (https://www.deviantart.com/zemni) Zemni (https://www.deviantart.com/zemni) ~Zemni (https://www.deviantart.com/zemni) :iconzemni: :iconzemni: :iconzemni: :iconzemni: :iconzemni: :iconzemni: NOW! :iconicameplz: (ffffeliciajagvillhadittmobilnummermenjagserdigaldrignågonstans!)

It feels odd writing in this journal because 1) only a very few people read (?) 2) it's public so I won't/can't write what I want - and I want to keep it this way 3) wall of text is ugly so I have to keep it short! Okay so long story short: had tons (?) of issues with my life, it's getting better now though. Maybe. Irrelevant: I hate making tough decisions... Graphics-wise, I am starting to understand why some people would not consider vectors as art at all. I see now, that if I had spent hours and hours on some epic fanart, and a week later see it vectored by a person who spends even more hours on it, and it receives more favourites (or at